Even without a sign I used to believe one day things would be different.
After all these years, I've learned not to wait such unreachable thing to happen.
(Some just don't deserve paradise)
Suddenly I could -- I've become listless and empty for everything I used to believe that was worth.
Now I've pulled myself away, you dare to see me!
(I have loved you so much that I fear there's nothing left in me)